Relief

I spent much of the weekend in a tussle with my conscience over something I thought I did wrong.

And after much angst, reflection, deliberation and discussion, I've discovered that what I did was right after all. 


These things are probably best left unsaid but its been bothering me for three days and I feel like I'd just burst if I didn't say what I need to.


You should know better. You've known me almost all my life. 

I have always respected you and treated you accordingly.

I can't imagine why you'd think I'd suddenly want to snub you.

Give me the benefit of the doubt.

I deserve that much.


I am hurt that you think so little of me... and after this episode, I will never be able to see you in the same way again.